She wait 9 months for her moment
I think one of the worst pains when you’re single and trying to win someone over comes at the moment when you realize they’re not interested in you.
At that point it becomes a myriad of thoughts ranging from why aren’t I good enough to love is a bitch. Your self-esteem falls off the edge and you’re caught swimming in a pool of depression. All you can think about is love and every time you hear the word it reaches at your heart and wrenches every warm emotion out of it.
But that’s stupid. I mean, how can you relate your self-worth on someone else’s subjective opinion of you? If that’s what your self-esteem is made of, then I suggest you rethink yourself.
But there’s still that pain over losing someone you wanted. Where does it come from? It’s got to be love right? It’s got to be, especially if you feel that physical pain in your chest. Your heart’s about to cave in, your eyes well up and you’re you caught in a lonely sad place.
But it’s not love. I’m sorry, but it can’t be. Love is something built between two people over a period of time. You saw her, but you didn’t fall in love with her. That pain comes from you overvaluing something that you imagined to be possible. The pain I’m talking about makes you numb. It doesn’t allow you to eat or sleep or be happy.
I don’t mean to burst your bubble but I just wanted to share with y’all something I learned during my last relationship. Love is a beautiful thing but so many people don’t see it when they’ve got it. Love is fighting for someone else’s happiness even if that happiness doesn’t include you. It’s not about going on cute ass dates at Signal Hill or buying hella gifts. It the struggle that you endure when situations get rough. It’s letting go when it’s time. It’s knowing that in the end, you cry not because you’re sad, but because you’re glad it happened in the first place.
I was in love. I see it now.
this is triggering but everyone should watch.
everyone should just take 5 minutes of their time to watch this.
wow… im in tears over this. VERY powerful.
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Reblogging this again because it’s so fucking important. If someone you love is having these same issues, do something about it. Don’t wait until it’s too fucking late…. That guilt will eat you alive, believe me.
Fucking crying. The ending is so beautiful. She mouths “thank you” while looking up. SUICIDE IS 100% PREVENTABLE. REACH OUT TO OTHERS. HELP OTHERS. SEE THAT KID THAT SITS ALONE AT LUNCH?! MAYBE YOU SHOULD FUCKING SIT NEXT TO HIM/HER.
omg crying my eyes out
Hit way too close to home.
#tbt to exactly a year ago today. I used to think I was “thick” and “bigboned” and cute while fighting constant emotions of sadness and “not being good enough” because I was at an embarassing weight compared to everyone else. After finally feeding myself the RIGHT foods compared to chipotle and fast food day after day, clean eating and exercise took over my life and I know that its the best decision ive ever made in my life.. I stand today, as a happier and healthier young woman of Christ and so thankful for my journey because Ive learned what I am capable of. I need to remind myself that I inspire people daily and change not only MY life but others’ lives as well.. I will continue to fight this fight and enjoy this life with my supporters alongside me :) I love my followers!! #fitspo #weightloss #tbt #throwback #beforeduring #fitness #fitspiration #inspiration #motivation #fitfam #healthy
OMG YOU LOOK AMAZING BOTH WAYS BUT YOU ARE SO INSPIRATION ILY
“Be hydrated”, they said
“It will give you good hair, and clear skin,” they said
“It’s good for you,” they said
“I CANNOT EVEN SLEEP BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO URINATE EVERY HALF HOUR”, I SAID
Toasted whole wheat bread with peanut butter and banana, strawberries and watermelon, and an almond milk, blueberry, strawberry, blackberry, and raspberry smoothie.
looks so good :3
i’m so happy this set of pictures exists. I’M NOT ALONE!
Every day ):
Congrats, you’re human :))
No but seriously, imagine if you digestive system couldn’t expend to accomodate food? You’d be in terrible pain every time you eat and would have to consume little quantities of liquid all day long to get your nutrition.
I need reminding sometimes.